I find it more often than not where we hit this specific point of the year where we start to reflect on whether the past twelve months was BS or if it wasn't. You think about what you could have done better, what could have been done differently, or simply why it feels like you endured the worst year of your life. 2019 was a time, but I can definitely say that this year I lived life like there was no tomorrow. I did what I felt would be best for me because it was my turn to do so. I grew spiritually and mentally. I did things for me because it wasn't about anybody else. I lived for ME and showed up for ME. Now with all of that being said, of course there were the moments where I cried, felt defeated, or even confused but I didn't let those feelings consume me. I had to personally learn that life comes at you hard, but above all else always be gentle with yourself.
The meaning behind all problems have purpose is to know and understand that when tough times surface, you aren't suppose to be afraid or run away. The problem isn't always the problem, but how you see it can be. Just ALWAYS keep in mind that there's always purpose in the problem because problems don't come without purpose. (read it again)
Whether we know it or not, I think the one thing that we all shared in common this year was coming in close contact with a problem, an issue, adversity, triumph, hardship, worry, and/or doubt. At some point during this year your faith was tested and you had to prevail. But it's funny how faith works even when you're unsure of the outcome being favorable or familiar.
Regardless of the problems that may have came your way, it's often easy to forget that when we're being tested, we also grow. We grow from the uncomfortable situations that move us where we needed to be all along. Silently we’re breaking generational curses and healing from all traumas of our past. So next year we're not responding to the conditions of our situation, but responding to the faith we have in who we know we were made to be.
2020 I hope your growth consists of expansion, multiplication, abundance, unlimited flow of blessings, creativity, energy, and life. Were going to stop measuring days by degree of productivity and start experiencing them by degree of presence.
2020 is the start of a brand new decade and that alone should be motivating/inspiring enough to get you to want to DO WTF YOU KNOW YOU WERE MADE TO DO. Accept nothing less of what you desire and deserve in all aspects of your life. Next year there is nothing that will be too "good" or too "big" for you. We're showing up for ourselves for the next twelve months because it's now or never. It's time to expand, grow, collect, flourish, rebrand, manifest, dream, visualize, multiply, receive, and motivate for nobody else but yourself.
So here's to my last blog of 2019.....
YOOO 2020 wasssssgudddddd !!!
-Niyah <3
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